- I thought i fell in love.
- i hurt my ver best fried in the worst way.
- My bff said we were cool but we never talked i found out later she was avioding me so i could be 'happy'
- I cut myself.
- I brought my jacob down.
- Too far. He broke it off.
- Said if i get help it could still happen. i said No.
- felt God want me to tell my 'secrets'
- mom becamemore depressed
- Felt alone with no one to talk to
- Wrote a suicide note.
- realised I am the weak one.
- Found out i really DO have a problem
- Want help so bad, SO scared
IM SO SCARED. why me! No. i wont do this. Self pity gets me no where. im overreacting. But im so alone no one to talk to. I WANT THE STRENGTH to stop. to tell. to regain. to live life. I WONT loose myself i CANT oh please, i dont want that to happen. I AM the only one who can stop it. At times i think i NEED help other times i know i can do it alone. I did it alone last time, see where that got me? its not really just about cutting. i just want to be happy again. ILL DO ANYTHING. ANYTHING. to find true happiness. not false. not fake. i CAN do it. i HAVE to.
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